Currently Listening Life Is Killing Me By Type O Negative Angry Inch see related

RAMAN SPECTROSCOPY IN THE LAB

Currently Listening A Crow Left of the Murder By Incubus see related

Okay well I haven't posted in quite some time.. and a whole lot has happened since last time.

1.)School is good... hasn't changed much. Except organic chem is finally getting difficult, however, still really interesting!  Haven't had much work in art (about friggin' time) and it is so friggin' easy... but the grading is so hard.  I apparently have the toughest art professor in the department.

2.)Cross Country: This was my most consistent year.  Still not as fast as I want to be but I somehow made the regional team. We took the top 10 runners from the team I was 9th on the team at confrences so I got to be the second alternate... meaning there was no way in hell I was going to run.  Which is better then being cheated out of running like last year. Although, Greg was that runner this year. I feel bad for him seeing I know it's no fun knowing you can run well that day and then you don't get to run. But it was fun because of the conditions of the course: muddy and awesome.

3.)My love life as of last time was good.  No confusion, no heart ach, no cazy people.  However, the person whom I was taking it slow with as of my last post decided that it was probably better if we were just friends.  Which was cool. Long story short it probably wouldn't have worked out anyway because she was going abroad next semester.  There was a bit of heart ach for like 2 days then I got over it and now I have been dating someone on the team. Yes I know that goes against all my rules but I made an exception in this case because she is awesome. We, at this point, have been dating for almost a month or so... time has kinda flon by very quikly.  That is how much fun I have been having.

Over thanksgiving I am gonna be out in Wisconsin seeing all of my family memebers.  

Over all life is good.

Currently Listening Inhuman Rampage By Dragonforce see related

My Heart is Back... Yea I Didn't Think it Would Happen Either.

So now that I have made my commitment to hating Jessie for life I somehow got in another relationship by total accident.  This time I am taking things slowly and so is she because we have both taken our relationships in the past way too fast.  So it's really cool right now... it feels nice.  It's weird that I feel more of a sense of happiness rather than anger.  Even when I don't have the best day things I still feel more happy rather than bummed or depressed.  I kind of like it.

But classes are cool... a lot of work but really cool.  Except for drawing... I had no idea how much outside of class work there would be.  I was like WTF why do I have to draw 5 pages of fucking shoes? Well I need to get through it is all That needs to be said... so I better fucking suck it up and push through.  Oh and no matter what I say don't ever let me take another art class... way too much outside work. 

But one thing that is surprising is that my Lab Text for organic chemistry is fun to read!?  I didn't see that one coming at all.  I guess the writer is a really sarcastic and has some comments that are kind of like Cohen's  comments... you know those what the fuck were you thinking kind of comments that are just so stupid you can't help but laugh?  Okay well that is how it is. 

Also the instructor for my Organic class is pretty good.  She seems really enthusiastic about it so it is really exciting.  Yes organic chemistry is exciting! I am such a nerd. 

The online dating experiment went well in about a month I had about 100 hits on my profile!  And not all of them were insane!  Not that I thought that they would be but it is a fact i will choose to point out.

Currently Listening G-Sides By Gorillaz see related

so last night I was drinking... and as expected my judgment was impaired by this alcohol... and what happens when judgement is impaired?  We do things we probably shouldn't... but some of those things are well less than heroic even though sometimes fun.  Like when I totally messed with Jessie... it was fun but I probably shouldn't havd gave her the dignity of talking to me after her shit.  But yea she is still a fucking bitch and not letting it go.  She says she wants closure?  I gave her closure... we broke up and I don't ever want to see her again. pretty much done.  But yea I shouldn't do that again... I only end up feeling bad about it in the morning.  I guess I still have some sort of heart even it it is mostly cold and black.

So yea... I need to work on the heart being all cold and black.  But i don't think things like that go away... I guess I'll find out.